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Feel the Pain, Accept, Open

A Broken Heart is worst part of the life, a Broken bone' s pain can tolerable but the Broken Heart....!! "No""... Why??!! Because we Humans always wanted to control our thoughts, so many "W" running behind our mind !!Why he/she did this, how could he, no she doesn't and on and on... !!! we stoped feel the feelings and started to find the answers..we immediately closed the all openness of ours.. OVERCOME THE WORST PART OF THE LIFE!!!??? FEEL THE PAIN...!!! ACCEPT AND BE OPEN...
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THE LAST SUMMER P(2) Every relationship is like travelling in a empty road;  as we are going ,the purposes has been changed accordingly.. we always chase the destination ,never try to understand the road which make us reach to our desired places, Devansh curled his hand into a fist and hit the mirror in front of him,immediately the mirror broken into several pieces and in every broken piece has reflected his images, he totally shattered sat on the floor with thud, he ll never thought his life become so clamsy and unmanageable that he can not handle it at all. He felt like Someone had the all audience of his in his hand. Devansh vigorously shook his head with frustration and hidden away his face with his hand.. the water was pour down from his bare body and drained out with blood which flowing  from his wounded hand... ________________________________________________________
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The Last Summer P(1) After the sexual encounter the man asked his leave from her,when the woman smirkedand said, 'don't worry sweetheart, it's not end of your punishment, trust me I just fuck your every happiness.'!! The man's jaws become tighter and sharp he gave a glance to the woman and take his leave. Devansh Singh Rathod, "the one of the most business talent " written over a very popular business magazine ,He take the magazin and crashed it out, everything was going so smooth and easy in his paradise and now life has slipped down from his hand. As he started climbing stairs to his bedroom he stopped and glance to the adjacent wall, there's several photographs of his achievements and his family and of course Richie 's. Before the picture is going to suck him inside and destroy what is left he dashed off to his room. He stripped himself and went to the washroom, as he stand under the shower and turned the knob on, the hot water cascaded do
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The Last Summer I am not coming here to making love with you, I fuck you hard, even more, harder, the man said looking at the woman who lying on the other side of the bed. The woman giggled and said to the man, I know, she pointed towards right side of bed and said in a rasping voice, there few things state your preferences for this night. The man gave a glance towards those things a blindfold, a handcuff, a feather and a butt plug, the woman's  lips stretched into a grin, and said better go with blindfold. The woman with deep voice said don't waste my time, come let's begin the game. The man made the woman blindfolded without wasting a single second, and tuck her hand with handcuff. Second later she felt his hand on her outer thigh and his lips she felt on her inner thigh. The man pinned her hand above her head and after every thrust she lifted her head while moaning loudly,  "Hard please hard, more"!!. Richie watched everything through the door w
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"I don't want to pretend that that night didn't happen. I used to love him, but that was my past Arav, but still your past is your present.I have been seen you to kissed her how could you do this to me.. Yes you are right I am pregnant and this one not belongs from you.But I told you everything, that's not my fault, I am not ashamed of myself, I was not coming in your life for your money or your fame I came because I love you, but you made my feelings like a joke.. you can think that I betrayed you , May be yes or May b Not, but does it really effects you? Take care and bye . Triyi.. after read the letter Arav sit at the near sofa take a long breath. He still can't believe that Triyi not here, Triyi left him..
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THE SILENCE OF THE HEART  ---------------------------------------------- There will be no end of thinking, its been a year we met and we made up of our very first date, After a month from our first date I shifted with him to his place. I didn't know why; but I couldn't stop myself, I fell for him in each and every second, his cryptic smile,his sparkling eyes, his mischievous nature attracted me so badly that I couldn't stopped myself to fell for him,and make me realised that I am not alone now, he is with me.my heart gives a little skip whenever I found him my close, the more I looked at him the more I found how much he is mine, I never thought I'd one day lieing next to him. When I had seen my and his clothes litters everywhere the floor around the bed after the night, my heart goes ummm. But someone said the hard truth of life that is ,nothing is forever, our past always leave their marks on our present, may be after a day or week or month or year, never leave us
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                   THE SILENCE OF THE HEART ---------------------------------------------------------------- Lies are the seductively dangerous.  When I continuously making myself out that don't think much,overthinking is really injurious to mental health. But unfortunately it continuously knocking my mind, even after my hardest try it was not taken a single move. It continue with its poking to me. I am struggling with my two minds the first mind says," Is it really okey a night stand at very first date. Wasn't it the biggest mistake in your life." and the second mind says ,"are you certain it was a mistake!".. whenever I see a mark on my neck that's look like a hickey, my heart throbs violently, I cannot forget the pleasant exhaustion a feeling of satisfaction unlike anything I've felt before, this feels heavenly, his fingers stroke my hairs, his hand moves slowly like he is comforting a child. His strong arms pull me close and wrap me up in a
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   THE SILENCE OF THE HEART   Today they ll meet, the first date of her life, little tensed little stressed but full of energetic today she is, whom she talked over phone, whom she following in social media finally she ll meet him. The butterflies are juggling in her stomach, she wants to look her best tonight, wanna to be the most desirable lady, she has been checked the time every after 10 minutes, the clock is so slow today ,she thought,he will send the car for her at 8:30 tonight but now only 4:30 of evening. She said herself, "" keep patience Triyi derling don't loose your patience otherwise you ll ruin your date today."" She opens her wardrobe and takes a navy blue colour long frock which she bought in last winter for her cousin sister marriage, everyone of her family said that day she was looking gorgeous.., that confidence make her to wear the same dress for her first date today. Since last three months she is talking with him, whenever she's tal
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It's been so long I haven't seen you Pallav, I haven't smell you, I haven't feel your lips touched mine,your soft lips touched my bosom, your heavy breath travelled my face, my chin, my forehead.Your warm tongue touched my shoulder my back,I experienced your hardness into my softness, it made me feel the first Sunrays after a darkest night. I promised myself Pallav I ll never leave you alone till my last breath my soul belongs to you,I belongs to you forever. I will made you complete. Then why did you do this to me ,I loved you like anything, my whole world was you and you only, how could you do this to me..tears rolled out from her eyes she covers her face with her hand and said to herself how can I miss our heartbeats, how can I forget our togetherness, how can I forget your tight hugs which made me realised love give voice to our worship,God woke up inside me. Love can happen once and last for life-long, my destiny made you my first love and I made you my last love.
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""FOREVER "" it's like a impression, a thought,a feeling,which make us realised nothing can be destroyed or I can say nothing has expired. It suppressed time to time, but always there. It always leaves it's marks on our present. Jiya everything is "FOREVER" , only we passed those times.. but when we travelled back we will always find those stuffs which we spend together. I promised you, I ll be there for you always, but it obvious I ll be not there with you in your future ,but, my presence always make you feel 'I am here'. Jiya "FOREVER "is as good as bad, it means IMMORTALITY and you know Immortality is 'CURSE'.. Jiya wiped up her eyes and look at the sky and with her broken voice she said, 'Father why you are not here with me I need you,I don't wanna to live without you anymore. I'm tired. Really really tired..
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It's all about acceptance , no matter whether it is wrong  or right.. when we falling for someone and start loving to that person nothing but everything goings uncontrollable. Sometimes it has so many reasons and sometimes there is nothing reasonable. Feelings are very much predictable in its unpredictability. We can't effort to loose but couldn't carry in long,then it started to hurt us. When it started to hurting us, it's hurt us hard.very very hard. Sumi holding Pallav's letter in her hand and said in herself ,"you were not made a mistake,perhaps I was wrong.I love the wrong person." Theres no one hear her broken voice except herself..
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Ohhh my God,someone save me,She said to Mrs Bose Mom please I don't want to marry not now not anytime.. I don't believe on relationship Mom, I don't wanna to go with traditional life husband and kids and all,a regular life.whats wrong with in that Mom, Mrs Bose gave her a sharp glance and said because we living in society we should follow the rules where we live. Mom I hardly care about, this is my life my choices why didn't you get that.. she takes her bag and storm off the room. Mrs Bose stand like a statue and lost in thoughts.. She is upset she is sad inside, she never understand that if she doesn't wants to go with normal flow what's wrong with in that, why the society of middle class not accepted?? Why her mother said to her we should follow the rules.. is the rule are same for the mens..aaa... noway.. these rules regulations for women's only.. The finger always pointing on them and them only. If a girl loosened her virginity no one ask a single que
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Hate .... well that's a strong emotion, you can love everyone without reason, but can't hate genuinely  anyone. Your mind and heart when actually working together this emotion start working, said the man with a coffee mug. The girl who sit infront of him gave a sharp glance to him and said with full of sarcastic way ,Really , !! The Man took a sip of the coffee and without any reaction said,' yeahh jiya Really.... Think jiya, you just come over here for telling me that how much you hate me, your emotions was so strong which brought you here to me whom you hate the most...the winks in his eyes , the mischiefness in his voice and a devilish thought made jiya thoughtful.. The man smiled and said ,'jiya prepare for next.. Best of luck...'

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Dear Sumi, This is my last letter to you, I know you will never ever forgive me, still.... Sumi you know I love you, so many differences between us, though, from the bottom of My heart I love you.. that night was a mistake, trust me Sumi I didn't do anything wrong..please can't you give me a last chance??? Please...                                    Your Pallav. Is it really so easy to forgive someone who broken you in so many pieces. Some relationship has no name but when it broke, u broken inside..but the other side, sometimes we are carrying a relationship very happily for so many long years, which is already broken since long years back..