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"I don't want to pretend that that night didn't happen. I used to love him, but that was my past Arav, but still your past is your present.I have been seen you to kissed her how could you do this to me.. Yes you are right I am pregnant and this one not belongs from you.But I told you everything, that's not my fault, I am not ashamed of myself, I was not coming in your life for your money or your fame I came because I love you, but you made my feelings like a joke.. you can think that I betrayed you , May be yes or May b Not, but does it really effects you? Take care and bye . Triyi.. after read the letter Arav sit at the near sofa take a long breath. He still can't believe that Triyi not here, Triyi left him..
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THE SILENCE OF THE HEART  ---------------------------------------------- There will be no end of thinking, its been a year we met and we made up of our very first date, After a month from our first date I shifted with him to his place. I didn't know why; but I couldn't stop myself, I fell for him in each and every second, his cryptic smile,his sparkling eyes, his mischievous nature attracted me so badly that I couldn't stopped myself to fell for him,and make me realised that I am not alone now, he is with me.my heart gives a little skip whenever I found him my close, the more I looked at him the more I found how much he is mine, I never thought I'd one day lieing next to him. When I had seen my and his clothes litters everywhere the floor around the bed after the night, my heart goes ummm. But someone said the hard truth of life that is ,nothing is forever, our past always leave their marks on our present, may be after a day or week or month or year, never leave us ...
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                   THE SILENCE OF THE HEART ---------------------------------------------------------------- Lies are the seductively dangerous.  When I continuously making myself out that don't think much,overthinking is really injurious to mental health. But unfortunately it continuously knocking my mind, even after my hardest try it was not taken a single move. It continue with its poking to me. I am struggling with my two minds the first mind says," Is it really okey a night stand at very first date. Wasn't it the biggest mistake in your life." and the second mind says ,"are you certain it was a mistake!".. whenever I see a mark on my neck that's look like a hickey, my heart throbs violently, I cannot forget the pleasant exhaustion a feeling of satisfaction unlike anything I've felt before, this feels heavenly, his fingers stroke my hairs, his hand moves slowly like he is comforting a child. His strong arms pull me close a...
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   THE SILENCE OF THE HEART   Today they ll meet, the first date of her life, little tensed little stressed but full of energetic today she is, whom she talked over phone, whom she following in social media finally she ll meet him. The butterflies are juggling in her stomach, she wants to look her best tonight, wanna to be the most desirable lady, she has been checked the time every after 10 minutes, the clock is so slow today ,she thought,he will send the car for her at 8:30 tonight but now only 4:30 of evening. She said herself, "" keep patience Triyi derling don't loose your patience otherwise you ll ruin your date today."" She opens her wardrobe and takes a navy blue colour long frock which she bought in last winter for her cousin sister marriage, everyone of her family said that day she was looking gorgeous.., that confidence make her to wear the same dress for her first date today. Since last three months she is talking with him, whenever she's tal...
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It's been so long I haven't seen you Pallav, I haven't smell you, I haven't feel your lips touched mine,your soft lips touched my bosom, your heavy breath travelled my face, my chin, my forehead.Your warm tongue touched my shoulder my back,I experienced your hardness into my softness, it made me feel the first Sunrays after a darkest night. I promised myself Pallav I ll never leave you alone till my last breath my soul belongs to you,I belongs to you forever. I will made you complete. Then why did you do this to me ,I loved you like anything, my whole world was you and you only, how could you do this to me..tears rolled out from her eyes she covers her face with her hand and said to herself how can I miss our heartbeats, how can I forget our togetherness, how can I forget your tight hugs which made me realised love give voice to our worship,God woke up inside me. Love can happen once and last for life-long, my destiny made you my first love and I made you my last love....
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""FOREVER "" it's like a impression, a thought,a feeling,which make us realised nothing can be destroyed or I can say nothing has expired. It suppressed time to time, but always there. It always leaves it's marks on our present. Jiya everything is "FOREVER" , only we passed those times.. but when we travelled back we will always find those stuffs which we spend together. I promised you, I ll be there for you always, but it obvious I ll be not there with you in your future ,but, my presence always make you feel 'I am here'. Jiya "FOREVER "is as good as bad, it means IMMORTALITY and you know Immortality is 'CURSE'.. Jiya wiped up her eyes and look at the sky and with her broken voice she said, 'Father why you are not here with me I need you,I don't wanna to live without you anymore. I'm tired. Really really tired..
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It's all about acceptance , no matter whether it is wrong  or right.. when we falling for someone and start loving to that person nothing but everything goings uncontrollable. Sometimes it has so many reasons and sometimes there is nothing reasonable. Feelings are very much predictable in its unpredictability. We can't effort to loose but couldn't carry in long,then it started to hurt us. When it started to hurting us, it's hurt us hard.very very hard. Sumi holding Pallav's letter in her hand and said in herself ,"you were not made a mistake,perhaps I was wrong.I love the wrong person." Theres no one hear her broken voice except herself..